Thursday, February 28, 2002

I came across this survey and thought it'd be fun to fill out:
"THE BOYFRIEND SURVEY"
His name:
Desmond Cheung =]
His age:
19
How many years between you:
He's almost a year older, but not quite.
How long have you been together:
3 months, 14 days, and 8 hours. But who's keeping track?
Eye color:
Brown
Hair color:
Dark brown
Hair style:
ASIAN STYLE! =] (Bot NOT FOB-ish)
Normal outfit:
GQ. =] Lookin' sexy!
How did you meet?
He was my lab assistant for my computer science class. SCANDALOUS!
How serious is it?
I want to spend every moment with him. It took me 18 years to find him and there's no way in hell I'm about to let him get away!
Do you love him?
With every ounce of my being.
Does he love you?
Of course. =]
Do your parents like him?
I think so.... not that it matters.
Do your pets?
My dog, Pommie, adores him... even though he called her a cat.
Enough to drive your car?
Sure. Why not?
Would you share a toothbrush with him?
I have before.
Does he let you wear his pants?
I've never asked... except for his warm ups. I'm not too sure I'd like to wear his pants out.
Do you have a shirt of his to sleep in that smells like him?
I don't sleep in it (he does when he's over), but I have one. I remember him lending me his jacket once and I wouldn't take it off and I kept smelling it because it smelled like him. My hallmates thought I was nuts!
Do you like the way he smells?
Mmmmm.... Desmond. =] (see answer above)
Can you picture having kids with him?
We'll get married and have babies! =] Not that I want kids. Little brats like me running around? I DON'T THINK SO.
Does he want kids with you?
I don't think this topic has ever come up.
What do you like the most about him?
He's the sweetest guy I've ever known. He has the BIGGEST heart and is sincerely nice. And he has the cutest smile with his dimples. =]
What bothers you the most about him?
He has the BIGGEST heart is sincerely nice. Yes, I love that about him, but it's also a drag. People take advantage of those who are too nice... and he can't say "no."
Does he have a temper?
Not really. Well, he's never really been THAT upset with me. Maybe just for a little bit... at the most about half an hour.
What did you give him for the last gift giving occasion?
A memory jar. I made stars out of straw and put them in a jar along with drawings (and dates!) of all of our important memories. I also made him chocolate-covered strawberries.
What is the best present he has ever given you?
His love.
What is the best present you have ever given him?
My heart.
Do you have a nickname for him?
Cutie. =]
Does he embarass you in public?
Not really. We're both kind of silly. But it's much more fun that way!
Are you happy to be with him?
Always.
Do you think you could do better?
How do you do better than the BEST?

Wednesday, February 27, 2002

FANTASTIC DAY! Tammy got a *PERFECT* score on her math midterm! HURRAH! The weather is BEAUTIFUL! it's such a PERFECT day. Praying... PRAYING that it won't be ruined. =]
Quote of the Day: "When I opened up my eyes today, I had the sun shining on my face. It became so clear to me that everything is going my way." -Jennifer Lopez, Feelin' So Good

Tuesday, February 26, 2002

I had my math midterm at 8am today. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I was having a mental breakdown last night. I've never felt so stupid in a class before. Whenever the professor lectures or my TA teaches, I seem to blank out and I realize just how little I know. Math is not supposed to be this difficult! I feel like such a moron in the class. I felt all sick-like last night because I was dreading this midterm. I even called Robert because I was spazzing. Hopefully I did all right.
Quote of the Day: "The Question is not whether we will die, but how we will live." -Anonymous

Monday, February 25, 2002

I had so much to do this weekend. CS homework, CS project, math midterm to study for, paper to write... TOO MUCH! Since I haven't gotten much studying done, I guess I have to do it all tonight. SIGH. I can't wait for this weekend. I'll be free of this insanity!
Quote of the Day: "If I know what love is-- it is because of you." -Herman Hesse

Friday, February 22, 2002

I was weak. I went shopping. *sigh* But...but...but! Shopping makes me happy! It's when I have no money to spend that I'm sad. Heh. But really. Someone stop me from buying stuff! My closet is getting too full. Soon enough, I won't be able to stuff any more of the new stuff I buy into it. *sigh*
Quote of the Day: "If you have [love], you don't need to have anything else. If you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you do have." -Sir James M. Barrie

Thursday, February 21, 2002

I drew a bunch of pictures on this random whiteboard in Soda (computer science building). It really reminded me of how Christine and I would draw all over Ms. Kim's board during lunch and how we'd always play pictionary. So I drew pictures of graduating bears, suitcases/toasters, me slipping on towels, etc, etc. I think Desmond and his friends thought I was nuts, but I didn't care. I really miss Christine.
Quote of the Day: "What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Wednesday, February 20, 2002

It's going to be a long day. I have nearly five straight hours of computer science. That's too much~! Midterms really suck, huh? I'm not out until 9pm! OH NO!
Quote of the Day: "Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it." -Confucius

Tuesday, February 19, 2002

It's raining today. I typically don't like rain, but it's different today. As I walked with Desmond (he was going to class and I was going back to my dorm), he asked me if I liked the rain. Strangely, I couldn't decide. After leaving him at Evans (the hideous math building), I thought about it. I'm looking at the rain differently now. It's like it's washing away everything so that I can start fresh, anew. Maybe.
Quote of the Day: "The notion that there might be a better or more convenient time to love has cost many people a lifetime of regret." -Leo Buscaglia
Thanks, Kazu. This is so cool! :) It's like my own open diary on my profile. Kind of. But still look for details in my open diary for those of you who know the url. :)
Quote of the Day: "What the world needs now is love, sweet love. It's the only thing that there's just too little of. What the world needs now is love, sweet love. No, not just for some, but for everyone." -The Carpenters, What The World Needs Now is Love