I can't believe everyone is packing up to leave. It seems like just yesterday that we moved in. It's so incredibly sad to see the bare walls and empty rooms. I can't handle it. I look around this room and so much comes to me. A lot has happened in this past school year. I know it's just a room, a space enclosed by four walls, but it means so much more. This is where I spent the nights talking to my suitemates, getting to know them and getting to know myself. This is where we spent our time just hanging out, watching movies on our computers, watching TV, and just being college students. This is where I had "the talk" (the one that lasts all night and you get to know the person and connect with their souls) with Desmond. This is where Desmond and I got together... watching a movie on my computer, simply being college students. These four walls have witnessed a lot and it has so much to see for years to come. I'm almost jealous.

OH GOOD GOD! I have my CS final in 40 minutes and I still know NOTHING. I'm going to fail this final like I've never failed before! AACK!!! BREATHE...

I was watching J.Lo On Oprah today and she was talking about how she doesn't think people know when they meet THE ONE and that the relationship is IT. She claims to just live in the moment and do as she feels in the moment. Hmmm... don't think that relationship is going to last.

SIX MONTHS! =] It's been good because I've spent it with you.

So many things to do in the next two weeks! School is almost out!! YIKES!

It'll be six months next Tuesday. SIX MONTHS! It feels so much longer. It's amazing how I've come to love someone so deeply in such a short amount of time. It's especially amazing because he feels the same. Wow. I've waited and waited for this day to come and now that it's finally here, I know that it has been worth the wait. I don't know what the future holds for me, but I know you'll be there with me to find out.

Slowly starting to furnish.

"He must really like you. It's been six months and it's like this? You've got something AMAZING." I know. Believe me. I know.