I find myself in a place I don't want to be.
It's a brand new year and a brand new me... or is it? A brand new me, that is. I want to say that I have done things to make myself happy, but I find that I have not. "Put yourself out there," they say. I feel that I am out there. But am I really?

Are you in... or are you out? I'M IN! =]

Went shopping with my sister today. I bought her a GameBoy Advance for a late Christmas present. She bought me a cashmere beanie from Banana Republic and Nine West shoes. Remind me not to go shopping with her again. My feet hurt. And I thought I shopped a lot. Apparently not as much.
Was kind of depressed today. I need to go back to Berkeley. I miss my apartment. I miss my boyfriend. But I guess that's only on my side.