Uncool. Unfair. But am I angry? No. Upset? Yes. And quite vulnerable. Damn.

Back home to Torrance. I guess it's all right. I saw Christine and Kazu tonight. It was good, clean fun! Hehe. Also ran into Lisa Sakamoto. Interesting, eh?

So I lost my student ID today. I'm not too amused. Oh well. What can ya do? SIGH. I'm so irresponsible!
Quote of the Day: "Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?" -Cinderella

Heavens above -- you are an absolute goddess in bed! Your deeply sensual nature and sexual confidence drive men crazy with desire. Persephone, goddess of the night, is your inner deity and she guides your every move.
Hehe. I'm a SEX GODDESS =] Are you a Sex Goddess or God?

The ASUC Ball was a load of fun! I looked so nice with my hair, makeup, and gorgeous dress. Amazing what a few accessories can do. But yeah. And Desmond was so sexy in his suit. Mmmm.... =] We had a lot of fun just being with each other. =]

MUAHAHA! CAL IS THE SHIT! WE BEAT PENN! HURRAH! NOW IT'S ON TO PITTSBURGH. GET READY BECAUSE THE BEARS ARE COMING! =]
Quote of the Day: "Cal is a STRONG team and they have such NICE BODIES, too! Joe Shipp and Brian Wethers have such nice builds and strong shoulders!" -Commentator for the Cal vs. Penn game in 2002 NCAA Tournament

So I'm finally done with midterms... even though I FAILED my last CS midterm. Eh. What can ya do? So I'll be spending the rest of the week plus next week relaxing. I'll be working on my CS project, too. Hurrah. An adventure game. SO FUN! Can you TELL I'm excited? *SIGH*
Quote of the Day: "You can feel that he wants to own you-not like an object but like a good dream he wants to keep having. He lets you know that you already own him." -Melissa Baker, The Girl's Guide to Hunting and Fishing

The best part of waking up is being in your arms.
You DO make every day the happiest day of my life.
I thank the heavens every day for sending you to me.
I am the luckiest girl alive to have you in my life.
You are the last thing I think of before I go to sleep and the first thing I think of when I wake up.
It's like a ray of sunlight whenever you look in my eyes.
The moment our hands touched: I knew it.
Every time you tell me you love me, it's magic.

So Brian and I went apartment hunting today. Heh. It was an interesting experience, I must say. Since we didn't subscribe to the listing place online, we didn't have the actual address or telephone number of the place we were looking at. They were offering a 3 bed, 1 bath. We knew it was on Euclid, so we decided to just walk on the street and look for it since we had a picture. When we found it, it looked all ghetto-like and I wasn't too amused. A lady resident walked out and we asked her about it. She didn't know much but she did say: "I'd avoid this place if I were you. It's owned by one of the biggest slum-lords in Berkeley. I'm dealing with mold and a broken refrigerator. The landlord is physically harassing me and I'm intimidated by him. I'm thinking about getting a restraining order on him." Brian and I got all freaked out and left. Hmm.. Interesting, eh?
Quote of the Day: "The heart has reasons that reason does not understand." -Jacques Benigne Bossuel

The power went out at Berkeley yesterday around 5:00pm. The whole school! That's a lot of power! So yeah. I had a midterm today and I was flipping out because there was no electricity and no light to study with. Eating in the dark was interesting. But yes. Desmond and I went to his friend, Vi's, apartment. We watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S and the Cal vs UCLA game (Pac-10 Tournament). WE WON! TAKE THAT, UCLA! And I studied. Kind of. The midterm was really easy, so it's okay. It was kind of long, though, and I didn't really get a chance to finish. Eh. What can ya do? It's only worth 15% of the grade anyway.
Quote of the Day: "[Perhaps] the greatest love is never returned." -Unknown

So I went to office hours for the first time EVER. It was terrible and very unhelpful. No wonder I avoided it. There were a gajillion and one people in that tiny little room. And the professor didn't help much, either. So I guess I'll go to my TA's office hours. I really need to get a grip on what I'm going. Damn you, midterms, DAMN YOU!
Quote of the Day: "You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love." -Henry Drummond

It's raining. I have a headache. It's NOT pretty. Oh no! I can't get sick! Must...take...echinacea... Can't...breathe...gonna...die!
Quote of the Day: "Someday when I'm awfully low, when the world is cold... I will feel aglow just thinking of you and the way you look tonight." -Tony Bennett, The Way You Look Tonight

Desmond and I went to help little kids in Oakland learn how to use computers. It was such a far walk from the BART station! But that's okay. I had fun. We ended up spending half the time playing Carmen Sandiego. I really miss that game. =] Ah. Childhood memories. WING COMMANDER! Hahaha. I remember how my cousin used to play that game all the time. I always sat there and watched him play. All the new kiddie games these days are so much more high tech. I guess that's what happens through the years. But yeah. You still can't beat the classics. DAY OF THE TENTACLE!
Quote of the Day: "Love is like quicksilver: as soon as you tighten your hand around it, it'll slip through your fingers; leave it in an open palm and it will stay." -Unknown

I bought my ASUC ball bids today. That's so exciting! I love formals! It's all about getting dressed up for that one special guy (as well as getting UNdressed... hehehe). Tammy's DIRTY! She's learning TOO MUCH from Holly! Heh. =]
Quote of the Day: "Where there is great love, there are always wishes." -Willa Cather

desmond says hi = )
hi everybody! hm.. tammy told me to write something here, so i decided to say hi to all her freinds. but yeah, i didnt get the chance to see her friends over winter, other then annie, so hope to see you guys next time i come down to torrance! hm. so i need to write a quote of the day hmm.. let me see... okay. this quote relates to what i think about my cs class last semester (this quote was actually on the exam...)
Quote of the day: "That which does not kill me, makes me stronger"-Nietzsche:
/*tammy if you ever read you own daily dosage of tammy, i just want to tell you that i love you, and i would try to make every day of your life the happiest day of your life....*/